I really, really try to not go back and read what I have already posted. First of all, it’s not a good use of my time. Secondly, revisiting my work causes me to either be too critical of what I wrote or too generous – neither of which is a healthy consideration. Lastly, with each re-read I will inevitably find something that I want to change. I have this propensity towards endless, ongoing improvement – a relentless pursuit of perfection. Sometimes that is good, but usually it is more akin to “spinning my wheels.”
Having proclaimed all that, I must now admit that over the weekend, I re-read my Vista post. In the second paragraph I discovered a word that I thought I changed. In the fourth paragraph, I found an error that I was sure I had corrected (I wrote “XP” when I meant to type “Vista”). I thought I was losing my mind — until I discovered that the last two paragraphs were completely missing!
I think I know what happened. The program that I use to write my blog is accessed over the Internet. Sometimes it moves much slower than I have the tolerance for. In my impatient mouse clicking, a preliminary version (I periodically save my work as I write) must have been posted and my completed version somehow lost.
I fixed again the two errors and tried my best to reconstruct the final two paragraphs. To my dismay, I couldn’t remember everything exactly right and I am quite sure that the lost version was much more brilliant than the recreated one. But you’ll need to take my word on that, as the original version is forever and totally lost – only the reconstructed one is available for your consideration.
Have you ever lost work in your computer or permanently deleted an important file? We all have — at one time or another — and I feel your pain!